GYP!


I think I have one of the most sensitive dogs, I am sure he could have become a guide dog for the blind or a hearing dog, if we had not rescued him when he was just a one year old puppy. The reason I am sure of it, is watching what he has starting doing here, at our home, for me!

 

I can no longer try and convince Mr G the pain is not so bad today, as Gyp is actually afraid of pain and will not come in to our room if it is a bad pain day. On other days, he tries so hard to be brave. He comes up on to the bed and gives me cuddles but he trembles and shakes the whole time.

 

The most amazing thing he has started to do is to take action if I have a black out. He will start barking or nudging Mr G, until he comes to check on me. Mr G has learnt the different bark he uses now. We are just amazed and so proud of him.

 

I would say that Gyp, my amazing dog, is now a part of the Carer’s team in our family. It really is astounding how dogs can help in so many ways.  Being the eyes for someone who has problems with their sight, being ears for someone who has problems with their hearing and helping people who have problems using parts of their body. They also become much loved family pets. I know I count myself extremely lucky to have Gyp watch over me and believe me I make sure he knows how much he is loved by everyone in the family. I could not resist letting you see how cute he is!

My sleepy puppy

 

Until next time, take care

Mrs G!

 

Ps. Had a rough week last week, really wanted a cigarette, but I managed to stand firm, so things are still going well and your support really helps me very much. So many thanks.

 

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Who Is That Person In The Mirror?


I found myself having to look in the mirror a few days ago, something I normally avoid at all costs. I looked in but did not have a clue who it was looking back at me.

 

The first thing I noticed was my eyes; they had lost the sparkle that was normally there. Then I looked at my neck, only to see I had no neck anymore. My goitre has swollen so much due to my Thyroid Gland not working properly anymore.

 

Then I saw my body and have to admit I cried. I had been told that some of my medications would make me gain weight. It did seem weird as I am hardly eating at the moment. They really were not joking about the weight gain and of course I cannot exercise very much at the moment. The pain makes it slightly hard and when I am outside, I am in my wheelchair and until I can get a stair lift, I am mainly marooned upstairs. So my exercise is walking to and from the bathroom once a day, as I use my commode in my bedroom the rest of the time.

 

So be prepared, something I never was, that some of your medications will change you on the outside, but as long as your mind and voice is still there, that is all that really matters to begin with.

 

I know as long as I have my mind and voice, I will try my hardest to keep talking and hopefully help at least one person and to let them know they do not need to go through anything alone.

Until next time, take Care,

Mrs G!

P.S. Still good news with giving up smoking. “Touch Wood” it will stay this way!!!

Down but don’t count me out!!


I know I mentioned a couple of weeks ago that I was feeling a bit down but I am going to be honest to you and finally to myself that I have been very down.

 

There have been so many little things that I suppose have just gathered together and added to that the extra pain I have right now, that seems to have made me feel like this way.

 

Now I am writing about this I can identify some of the little things. With the beautiful weather we have, I have heard everyone outside sitting, talking with neighbours, family and friends. I so longed for it to be me just sitting outside, reading and writing. I also smelt, near dinner time as the heat lessened slightly, the bar-b-cues, and I could feel myself thinking back to having bar-b-cues ourselves or going to friends and family for a lovely night, sitting outside, eating and of course the best part, having a few glasses or even bottles of wine. I have to admit I really miss drinking wine. I also miss just jumping in the car with the kids and just going somewhere, and of course there are so many other things I miss.

 

I suppose what I am trying to say is that everyone who suffers from chronic pain will miss some things from their lives that they used to love doing but at the moment can no longer do.

 

Then we have the pain to cope with also. At the moment I am having a bit of a battle with my pain, but it is a battle I hope to win. I will not bore you with the details.

 

So when you add together the things we miss and the pain we have to fight each day, it is only normal that every so often we find ourselves feeling down.

 

I am trying my hardest to stop feeling the way I do and I think *touch wood* that with the baby steps I am taking, that soon, I will find myself not feeling as down.

 

I returned to Facebook this week and I would like to thank everyone for my warm welcome back. Hopefully my next step, going back to playing WoW, will happen very soon.

 

The point I am trying to make here, is this, Unpaid Carers, Family and Friends, do not be alarmed if your Caree, Family Member or Friend feels down, just keep an extra eye on them and although I am not a doctor, my prescription would be a lot more extra hugs.

Until next time, take care

Mrs G!

 

P.s Here is some good news, with the help of my SKYCIG, things are going well with my giving up smoking and fingers crossed it will stay this way. I will update you the next time I post. I also want to thank everyone who is supporting me. It really helps so very much.

Time To Stop……Please Wish Me Luck!


I have smoked for over 25 years, only stopping when I was pregnant. I always managed to slip back to smoking after my babies were born, even though I tried hard not to. I also managed to stop smoking about six months ago but when my pain got worse, I again slipped back to smoking.

 

I have finally realised that I really want to stop and waiting for my pain to lessen is a bit futile. So, I have taken the bull by the horns, I have ordered an electronic cigarette kit and I have a really good feeling, that this time I will actually do it, I will manage to stop smoking.

 

So the kit arrived two days ago, I have been getting used to the electronic cigarette, so still have been smoking the normal ones, although a lot less. I have been so surprised how easy it has been getting used to it and have not enjoyed smoking real cigarettes at all anymore.

 

I am about to smoke my last cigarette as I post today’s blog. I am 75% sure that this time, pain being high or not, I can give up smoking and I will put 110% work into making sure I do give up.

 

You may think this a strange post, but I am sure there are other disabled people, like me, in a lot of pain. However, they want to stop smoking but are worried like me, how they will cope with the pain they are in. Maybe by following how I cope with giving up will help.

 

I will add a small paragraph at the end of any future posts to let everyone know I am getting along. So here it goes, it’s 9.15am, Sunday, 11 August 2013 and I have just given up smoking.

Until next time, take care.

Mrs G!